Thursday, November 29, 2001

The holiday season hit me square in the face after last night; the Tree Lighting in Rockefellar Center (all capitalised cause it was shown on NBC; uhh that's a valid reason, plus it's pretty all like that) [while looking up how to spell Rockefellar, I saw this]. doesn't it seem like it's starting earlier or am I just in denial? more »

Monday, November 26, 2001

Okay, y'all, I signed up for the Chase Platinum Visa card. I have no idea if I'm going to get it considering the "self employment" under job and well, I don't have an income...at least not a real steady one. I make $100 a month which isn't much when ya think about it. my typing has gone to shit too thanks to this keyboard or I could definitely be a secretary, yo! 88wpm, 100% accuracy if it wasn't for ths friikkkn' keyboard...yes, I didn't backspace on this whole sentence...ee the evilness? more »

Saturday, November 24, 2001

The past couple days I've felt some sort've rage within me. of course, it is probably connected with a certain little "event" that happened thanksgiving which I'll get to later. there are other factors though; deeep hidden factors. sometimes I regret everything I ever did my whole life. not this though...not this. more »

Wednesday, November 21, 2001

Thanksgiving is tomorrow. I already gave my thanks sort've. at least in my head. we never really celebrate it in as um, we don't have the big turkey dinner with family. they live up north. we'd always go for xmas, so therefore we wouldn't go for the other. too close in proximity. it was surprising that grandma sent me a card with $30 in it this year (I don't recall getting one last year)! woohoo! more »

Monday, November 19, 2001

It is almost happy times again lookswise. my face is clearing up and I've gained yet another pound. I'm about three away from my goal and then maybe I'll extend it once I've gotten used to my diet so far (not that it has changed that drastically; secret? butter and tons of it. fat! junk! more of it...). I should never have a pre-victory though since my moods affect my weight. more »

Saturday, November 17, 2001

Since it has been a damn long while, I thought I'd keep this light. later on, I might mention why I took almost a week off, but till then, this idea came to me when me and mom were discussing who she thought was my "type" ...I honestly don't have a type. I have a set of requirements sure, but not a type. more »

Saturday, November 10, 2001

Who told you you were funny? cause you're not. this is the most mundane shit I've ever heaaard. just pretend you went clubbing and hooked up with someone in the back alleyway and afterwards went and jumped in a kiddie pool in the Walmart parking lot cause whatever you really have to say, will make me have cause to yaaaawn. more »

Wednesday, November 7, 2001

This is quite humourous. in the mail I got a Victoria's Secret catalog, $30 gift certificate when I spend $100 at The Limited (I don't really shop there), and an application for a Platinum Visa card. HAH! $100,000 limit; 0% interest for 12 months...must apply by December 3rd. my first thought, before reading the paper; just opening the envelope was "Oooh this thing could have The Anthrax!!" I haven't opened a letter since the scares started since I usually just get catalogs or boxes. HAH! My fingers were all itchy, red and numb after opening it. I really am a hypochondriac, yo! more »

Monday, November 5, 2001

Okay, okay, *ahem* I'm over the depression. enough of that. I have put it away in the closet with the clothes I never wear - at least for now. ya see, I looked at the sky yesterday and decided it's best to be happy and munch on some Tostidos than to be thinking about jumping out a window. and really those Tostidos were nashty, too. a dry salt - not greasy and sort've stale. this did NOT matter though, ya see? what mattered is that I wasn't thinking about sticking my head in an oven - not that I was before mind you. more »

Saturday, November 3, 2001

Solitaire is my distraction of the day. the seven on the eight, the queen on the king, red black red black, blurred all together till I'm not even seeing the screen anymore. I get in trances when I don't want to do anything or think of anything though I still end up thinking eventually brought on by whatever music is repeating in the background as I hum. I was never a saint. more »