Saturday, March 30, 2002

There was no real sign of a storm earlier today; just overcast with some sun peeking through every now and again. I actually didn't know one was about to occur till Josh messaged me and asked how the weather was ...I found this abit odd unless just for small talk. then the lightning and thunder started, THEN the hail hit against the window and I hid... more »

Wednesday, March 27, 2002

Okay, this is rather silly, but it was inspired by a short ditty I wrote in the forum yesterday - totally improv - thanks to lynie for the inspiration to add on to it! trying to add to it using the actual lyrics makes it seem rather erm, off kilter, but I like the direction I took it anyway. more »

Monday, March 25, 2002

Last night I found it hard to breathe; I kept hyperventilating and I couldn't find a spot to sleep without somehow cutting off air. it was rather odd and scary. I kept on having to sit up and scrunch up and then lay back down and bah. rather disturbing. right now my forehead is burny and pinchy. if I die, I'll know where all the bad karma is coming from. more »

Saturday, March 23, 2002

My moods drop drastically in a matter of seconds lately. I am very concerned about this simply for the fact that nothing ever gets done and life cannot be bettered when I'm wanting to yell at every sentence spoken to me. more »

Wednesday, March 20, 2002

Somehow March always gets to me; in some odd way. even moreso than February, but in the way like I must get away; must hide, change, whatever. perhaps it has something to do with the start of Spring and the change of the weather; perhaps. I figured the writing would keep continuing once the haircut, but I never make promises. more »

Tuesday, March 12, 2002

Today was such a pretty day. spring-like actually. I stepped out without a jacket. just a thin black top and black pants. my face wasn't even bothering me too much. there was a slight breeze, but it was a rather welcoming one. stepping into the car after two years, did not feel too weird actually. I was completely calm. wtf? more »